I was drafted....

Its June 1968, and i have been drafted into a war that i do not support with all my person.  Not to mention, at 21 years old i have my whole life ahead of me, i do not want to be going to this war i find pointless.  i am considering going to Canada to dodge the draft.  im torn bewteen being a pussy for not going into this damn war and not standing up for what i belive in and not going.  Decisions Decisions.  I left work early today, i didnt want to be there, the house was empty when i got home, i stood there looking at all the things i have been looking at all the years i have lived here, all the shit that has added up over the years sitting on the shelves and counters.  the Christmas gift from my grandparents that was ugly as sin but my mom couldnt bring herself to throw the damn coo-coo clock away.  I packed my bags got into the car and drove north.